Haven't updated! =\

2.4km at riverside park this monday! Extremely gruelling, plus 5 stations yesterday. NAPFA is a total horror. Fell asleep in class so many times! Even went to sick bay(just to sleep). Thanks to a good teacher for letting me rest. LMAO.

Tired.. Sigh..

Bought my Super Street Fighter IV! Can't play now though, hehe =)

Hey Hey!! Came back at midnight yesterday so it's a flashback update. LOL!

Sunday was a blast. Afternoon was really really awesome. <3

Overslept like siao! Ian called me but I hung the phone LOL. sorry =\ went to STAR AWARDS 2010 @ Resort World Sentosa!! Awesome time there, with screaming fans hyping LOL.

Reached home at midnight. Still played with this sexy lappie of mine! Haha!

Photos will be uploaded soon, hmm =)


Your heart..
Feels good..

It's a Saturday afternoonnnnnnn !

JUST GOT MY LAPTOP! Awesome-ness =D

Been awhile since I've updated, my desktop broke down so yeah.. havent updated on thursdays IFD!


Thursday, 22nd April 2010:

IFD! Started off the day badly because I got detention for BEING LATE. I wanna let my dad rest even thought I woke up early. I'm not gonna bet on any early buses either. Bah, was so worried that I won't be able to attend the IFD sports. Thanks to Mr Kang for helping me to postpone my detention to Friday!

The games was somewhat okay. Injured my finger even before the games started. Captain's ball with only 3 girls when there's supposed to be 7. WeiChong felt that it was hopeless already so i sub him. WE WON ONE ROUND. Haha! Sorta overcame the odds. But two games lined together means me on the verge of dying. Good job June, Cindy, Eunice and Ms Li(whom helped us during the 3rd round). Sorry for 10+ fouls LOL. =)

Photos are on facebook!

Hard To Know If You Truly Love Me:

Do you?
Can you?
Will you?
Hug me, Kiss me,
Whisper I LOVE YOU into my ears.

I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to.
Now I just wanna hold you tight,
Count each kiss.
One
Two
Three.

I still long for you.
Every touch, Every Kiss.
3 Soft kisses,
Was all it took.
To thaw my frozen heart.



Daily life arc:

International Friendship Day! Aleem did a great job making the video. Awesome music. Things turned out pretty well. Had fun playing the mini soccer haha! The presentation was awesome too! Russian Poker is NOT some TAIDI okay?! Don't anyhow hor guys! KEEP FIGHTING 5N2!

Went for Ian's birthday dinner @ Jalan Kayu. Nice food! Sorry dude, was really sick so I sorta spoiled the mood. Sorry guys =\


It's our song.
Don't ever lose it.

What an unforgivable sin.

Chains that will bind me with this memory.

Lord, please forgive me,

And free me from this eternal guilt.

It's tearing up my heart,
When I'm with you.
Baby I don't understand,
Why we can't be lovers.
Baby,
Don't misunderstand.
But if you want me girl,
Let me know.


School was awesome. Started the day real badly, super bad mood. But I'll never be that way again. JUMP FOR JOY! Haha =)

Can't believe I played basketball in school just now! Super super sweaty, urgh.

Found a card holder with EZ link and some other bank cards. Returned them to the police station. Cool eh haha!


Vida,
Give me back my fantasy..

Haha! My mum is so awesome+funny!

She was like "hey I think you need more formal clothes since you like wearing them so much. Let's go buy some, I pay". WOAHHHHH. Thanks mum? HAHA!

Star Awards this coming Sunday! First time it'll be held at Sentosa instead of the usual Mediacorp studio! It's gonna be a blast!

Back to daily life arc,

SCHOOL WAS OMG. SERIOUSLY. I CANT BELIEVE JH CUT HIS HAIR. You bloody monks win le, I feel like I attended 6hours of temple just now haha! Ian was like "OH BRO HENG YOU NEVER CUT YOUR HAIR DUDE!"


It's wrong,
But I keep holding on to you.

We are flying high,
saying farewell would be a lie
There's no need tonight to spend a sleepless lonely night
We are flying high,
There's no way to say goodbye
You're denying, why?
I'll be back and then you'll be mine
Time is passing by, you gotta make it through the night
until the morning you say "Goodbye, for now darling."
Maybe you will come back, on another day you'll do that
Go away with the wind, it takes you now

From the window of a tall building
In a dark room, i can see the moon floating
The letter you sent me from far away
I read it softly out loud
When i set to travel, you were the one who saw me take off
You just saw me disappear
I want to overcome those nights where i want to meet you more
And touch you even more
You are the only one who can erase the darkness inside me
Are of course only words of love
I don't want to miss you anymore
I think of this love's limits Echo again

After the long phone call
I always realized i forgot a promise
Between the crash time of Tomorrow and night...
Lets meet each other again
Lets meet each other in my dreams
I want to overcome those nights where i cant meet you
If i can shine for you more
Ill scratch the shining darkness and let out the light
I hope my soar voice reaches you throughout the night
I dont want to miss you anymore
If my voice reaches you
Echo Again

I just call to you
overcoming all distances
You just call to me, You just cross to me
Across the phone, We connect through the night...
I saw the same moon

Enduring the nights, I long to see you more
We that are getting strong more
Our lonesome love will burn my heart
The next time we meet, i hope i could hug you more
I dont want to loose you anymore
I wont let go
Echo Again

School was so awesome!!

OUR PE LESSON GOT REPLACED WITH DECORATION DUTIES FOR SPEECH DAY. Tying balloons in the canteen! They played Justin Bieber's song for MV Friday and those lower sec students were screaming so loud the DM scolded them haha!

So sick today.. But I'll survive! Thanks for the concern guys! Really appreciate it!

SPEECH DAY. Wanted to attend it! So many friends to support + Awesome performances! Love the NCC choreography, Dance, and Aleem the nonsensical referee(kidding). Ended up going to Kovan with Gerald, Mervin, JH, Nian Qian and Ming Xuan for pool. Haven't played pool for like months! It's not a cheap hobby haha!


I'll brave any weather,
and suffer the consequences later.

Today = AWESOME yet somewhat depressing..

Super big rain! Was supporting my friends who are going to perform for speech day tomorrow! Then the big big rain came. Was stuck in school till 6! Madam Seow(Library teacher) asked us to help her paste up the "SPEECH DAY 2010" at the canteen. Super fun! JH and I were so worried about them dropping off we went back to double check and fix it, haha dumb right?! =)

The star awards thing, URGH! I'm so disappointed! Everyone sacrificed their schedule to go but my boss didn't get the ticket for this Sunday's ceremony! I'm sorry guys, but I think I will get the tickets for next Sunday's! It'll be at Sentosa!


For the first time in my life,
I felt so dumb and stupid.
Words fail me when I look at your face.
Stuttering idiot.

I'm a HIGH C. HAHA!

Yes I'm a special type of perfectionist. I must get it PERFECTLY RIGHT, or I DON'T DO IT AT ALL. Lazy perfectionist ftw haha! =D

Leadership! Haha I love leading, but there's too little opportunities. It sucks to have some that insist on doing everything their way though.


The rain was warm,
Even though everyone was freezing.

見てください。ガール。
Mite kudasai. Gāru.

初めて私は、あなたに会った
Hajimete watashi wa, anata ni a~tsu ta
どのように私は失礼、あなたの握手を拒否する。
Dono yō ni watashi wa shitsurei, anata no akushu o kyohi suru.
しかし、あなたの笑顔が私を開いた。
Shikashi, anata no egao ga watashi o hirai ta.

ちょうどその時あなたは私の笑顔なさ
Chōdo sono toki anata wa watashi no egao na sa
あなたが泣いた...
Anata ga nai ta...

あなたは、見知らぬ人があなたを賞賛すると信じて決して
Anata wa, mishiranu hito ga anata o shōsan suru to shinjite kesshite
人はあなただけ出会いました。
Hito wa anata dake deai mashi ta.
私はおそらく別の見知らぬあなたによ
Watashi wa osoraku betsu no mishiranu anata ni yo
しかし、あなたは私にすべてをしている
Shikashi, anata wa watashi ni subete o shite iru

あなたの目のダイヤモンドは私を魅了.
Anata no me no daiyamondo wa watashi o miryō.
私はそれらを..することができます希望する方法
Watashi wa sorera o.. Suru koto ga deki masu kibō suru hōhō

徐々に、私は心の底からあなたを失うことを始めている
Jojoni, watashi wa kokoro no soko kara anata o ushinau koto o hajimete iru
しかし、後ろからバンプ、謝罪と強化
Shikashi, ushiro kara banpu, shazai to kyōka
あなたは私..覚えておきたいのごとく
Anata wa watashi.. Oboete oki tai no gotoku

愛しています。
Aishite i masu


And this isn't a song..

"Sorry"
And the smile made my day.


School was okay. Health was bad. Was walking like a living slime in the canteen, didn't have the appetite to eat but I'm FORCED by people to eat so yup, can't forgot my meals haha! Thanks guys! Sorry if I bumped into you, or the other way round! Was so sleepy!

AFTER SCHOOL. Couldn't go eat at CP with my friends cuz I'm really broke, must spare a thought for my dad so yup, sorry guys =\

Ate at school canteen instead, was joined by Ian, XP and her dance buddies(?). Wanted to see the Speech Day rehearsal but I'm too tired + Tuition at night. =(


not Walking, but Running.
not Talking, but Yelling.

Soooo sleeepppy !

Fell asleep with my phone hanging loosely on my hand, the unfinished message waiting to be delivered. Haha!

Church early in the morning! Attended service and sunday school. Fun!

Went to social studies consultation at CDAC library till 4pm.

Went to Compass Point with XP ! Failed to get my haircut - LOOK AT THE QUEUE. Horrible!

Cinnamon Addiction FTW. Haha!

Eyes closing, urggghhhhhh. Must go Renjong for haircut and stock up on my medicines..

Till then, sayo =)

Crazy focus session yesterday night !

Walked around the school for awhile, gazed at the stars outside the humanities room and went for a drink with friends at koufu. LOL at Low Wei Cong being carried by the whole group into koufu!

Woke up extremely late(9am)today. Tuition with my aunt immediately. Going to Hougang Mall soon to get my book, gift and perhaps a haircut as well. Will miss my current hairstyle, very comfortable and secure feeling haha!


I've been smiling for years,
while my heart is bawling.

Indulging in lonely music

Was so crazy and wild today. Must be due to the return of the JH. LOL! Hope you recover from the rash fast bro =)

I'm exhausted, and I hate it. Why am I exhaused when I know I haven't been doing anything productive this whole week?

They see me looking at a place near the sky where you are living, oblivious to this longing idiot sighing from below.

Lost interest in games.


Please pull me out..

Today was really bad.

JH didn't come to school! Felt all my courage seeping away. Didn't dare to try skipping =(

Flunked my chinese and chem. Probably.

I should fix my life.

It's all in a mess.


Don't want to..
Live in my memories anymore..

I want to talk to you again,
But all I could managed was a smile.


I totally looked like some stalker! Urgh I'm not. I'M NOT. No one should feel inhibited, especially in such situations. But I still think I looked retarded haha! Hope our next encounter will be..

Piano was a total disaster. Forgot my sheet, forgot my keys, forgot I suck without JH's help.

Soccer today! Played we my classmates while waiting for physics ACER but Ms Wong forgot to tell us it was cancel. Ended up playing for more than an hour. Being a goalie rocks! Get to chill and sms while the rest charges at the frontline haha!

Gerald asked me to do a cover on any jap songs. I think my voice is really fail now, but heck haha! Sounds fun, must rope in some other idiots too LOL.


I think I saw the sparkle today..

Monday April 5th '10.


Disappointed.

Extremely disappointed.

Sometimes I just wonder.

Why judge me with your own laws?

Just because all of you are standing at the right side doesn't mean I'm left.

The accused can defend himself, but no one will listen.

School was... Fun!

Woke up extremely early today(although school starts late on Monday). Rushed to school as I had left my homework in class. Was so happy that I cleared my work UNTIL Can Xing told me Mr Kang was sick. Haha! At least I got my work done :)

I didn't dare to use the school's piano! I'm a total beginner in playing the piano and I only memorise what to press. Tried simplifying the score sheet and made a loop. Staying back till 5pm in school tomorrow so might go try it out when no one's around. Hopefully I can play it decently.

*The Promise(Serah's Theme) - FFXIII.

New goal for this year! To build a joystick! I've semi-quitted gaming already but I've seen many talented gamers displaying their art and drilling skills to the max! I'll probably keep it for display purposes and use it only after my exams. So yup! *Grins widely*


I love gazing into your eyes,
the seemingly long bridge to the diamond core.
I would love to slow down my footsteps,
and enjoy the walk down the enchanting garden.
Open the gates, pure hearted girl,
and let this poor boy into your heart.

BAPTISED!

Haha, excellent day! Woke up early in the morning all geared up(not exactly lol). Was fussing over what to wear since all my jeans are too big for me to wear now(proves that I've slimmed down =P). Ended up wearing FULL BLACK on a happy occasion >.<

Ziqi, Kevin, Amos, Nigel, Sharon, and I are baptised together! Only Amos and I are considered baptised, the rest are up for confirmation. Not forgetting Adrian, Jessy(and their son Kai), Hazel and Amanda(If I'm not wrong) whom got baptised/confirmed together with us!

Thanks to Jiu Jiu, Chiew Mee auntie, Grandma, Johnathan, Joesph, My mom, Mr Tian and his family for coming down to support me!

Uploading photos on fb now. Will post here later =)

You're exceptional,
I can't help but want to wait for the rest of my life..


Hilarious, really. My aunt started telling me to choose a girlfriend properly. Must know her background, her behaviour and stuffs etc. And she sorta feels that I'm an evil person while discussing about some modern day issues haha! No I'm not alright? =)

Went to sculpture park to make the IFD video with my classmates. The end result? NONSENSICAL VIDEOS. It was awesome fun though, love the toy guns! Everyone was staring!!

And something my auntie said totally hit the spot. I can't let this go on, but I want to. But I promised myself I'll never fall into that pit ever again.


Diamonds in your eyes.

I admit,
I'm addicted to the diamonds in your eyes.
I want to see them again.
Again,
And Again.


People wearing masks all around me.
"Trust me", they whispered into my ears.
And blood began flowing down my back.

Dreams, I have.
Only about you.
Murderer of dreams they are,
Piercing me with the sword made of flesh.

Undaunted.
Though the scars saddens me.

It's hard to put up a brave front.
It's hard to please others,
It's hard to be the person they want you to be,
It's hard to know what they expect from you,
It's hard to walk the same path,
It's hard to accept rejections,
It's hard to lose.


I can't believed I stuttered! That happened a few days ago but urgh! Still embarrassed =\

Something is really wrong with my body. Suffering from super painful stomachaches, was really hungry after captain's ball in school but I couldn't even finish that small plate of food. Shall tahan awhile more!

First time I fell asleep in class this year! Was really really tired. And sorry to Mr Kang, I think I hit your nail or watch during captain's ball LOL.

Baptism in what, 3 days?!


I lost all that false front when I looked into your eyes.