Changed the picture above! That was taken by Mr Roger Chia(Art teacher) during the CIP Food Drive! From left: Ben Liang, Aidil, Can Xing, Syed.M, Choo Wei Cong and Me =)

Extremely hilarious day. Jun Hui keep drawing some trees that were bleeding. Some punny cartoon haha! Mr Yeo seemed super pissed off at me when I dozed off in his class. I tried waking up like 6 times but failed haha! Sprang up and walked towards the door immediately when the school bell rang.

Totally lost my appetite. I can't finish half my plate of food every recess for the past few days. Skipped lunch too. Yes, I suffer from some weird stomach problem and it hurts like hell, which means that I've been getting burnt since a few years ago. Will see a doctor soon =)

AND A NEW GOAL! FIFTHEEN LAPS AROUND COMPASS POINT FIELD EVERY WEEK. Starting from today! Gonna start in an hour. It's the empty field opposite the new Sengkang wet market. Catch me there!


One day I will.

Oh man, disastrous !

Wasted my Saturday away ! Went to gym with Ian before heading to FFW at SKMC ! Super fun =D

Sunday was awesome ! Went to Bugis with Ian, XP and Bernice. Missing JueHong and HwongWei LOL. Nothing much, AND I HONESTLY DIDN'T SEE MR KANG THERE. Heng I fess up that I didn't do my work, say no time = die. LOL.

Today.is.extremely.tiring!

Mondays are meant to KILL STUDENTS. Ended up staying after school to complete my due composition. It took me 4hours! Yes I do feel that it's a little over emo and morbid haha! Should write something happy next time =)

Yes! Jia Zhi will be starting a guitar class around May! Must learn that Four Divertimentos tune!

And thanks sis! THANKS THANKS THANKS! I owe you!

BAPTISM IN 6 DAYS !

*Found my CIP Food Drive jump shot ! I'm on the extreme right ! =)


Now all I know,
Your forgiveness and embrace.

PTM today. Super disappointed.

Fail 2 subjects.. The rest were just bare passes. Makes me feel so dumb and worthless compared to her..

This very weird misunderstanding. I'm so sorry, I didn't mean it..

Remembered that my dad bought me a guitar some time ago. I hope I can learn that one tune to play..

Held back my potential for quite some time now. Time to rock the house, then to the world.

Let's roll.


**
You can't lose what you never had,
But I can lose the thought of having her.

I just got myself another Chinese name haha! It's 啊光 ! Funny right? Took it from directly from Ray LOL. So it's Ryan Ho Rui En 啊光. Haha!

Thanks for the keychain sis! It shall be named 小光 ! THANKS ALOT !! =)

No post for so many days?! Computer broke down! Just got restored miraculously!

It's been a whirlwind! Blown away by the hype! JUMP!

Gave my Gin Ichimaru to XP that little sis. Super belated birthday gift ya? =)

OH SHIT I LOST MY PTM FORM. I'M SO DEAD. Dang..

Baptism in 10 days!!

*Thirst for jogging is back!


I'm so sorry..
I shouldn't have started it in the first place.

Awesome day !

Spent the whole morning FFX13. Yes I know abit no life haha! Couldn't go XinPing's house cuz my dad just came back from hospital, must accompany ya? Thank God!

Attended Cell! Been a year since I joined one back. Gave myself alot of silly excuses just to spend those Friday nights on games. How silly I was! It was total awesome awesome fun!!

Tomorrow morning CIP! Afternoon church interview! FFW at night!


I say the truth most of the time,
So others can't tell when I'm lying.

2ND UPDATE !!

Finally contained myself at home the whole day! Too tired + cashless to go out.

My pastor just asked me whether I want to register an official christian name. Most people whom got to know me recently calls me Ryan LOL. I sorta took on that name cuz it sounds like my real name and some people find it hard to pronounce or wanna be sensitive(I don't get this part LOL). It's alright dudes, I'm proud of it!

Should I register Ryan or Ray? Ahhhhh Ray sounds better =P

To be the ray of light that brightens the life of another.

DOUBLE UPDATE AGAIN!

16th March 2010,

Went to SAFRA with Ian and XinPing for gym. I feel so unfit LOL! I WILL NEVER TAKE PROTEIN POWDER. Prefer to train naturally + I'm already big enough =P

Oh and my auntie got diagnosed with cancer.. =(


17th March 2010,

Went to XinPing house with Ian and Hwong Wei. Didn't managed to get any work done LOL. Bah lazy kid. Played some facebook games there, quite funny =D Thanks to XP and her mum for the great food and stuff =)


18th March 2010,

It's 11.56am at the moment. Dad's having an operation now. All the best dad!

Update more later !


Indecisive,
Confused,
Impatient.
All these dissipated when I met you.
Never knew what I wanted in my life, Never cared.
Until..

I've always good at gazing longingly from afar..


Today was terrible at the start. Woke up late for the SP trip, forgot to take my phone out, and made my dad REALLY confused. Sorry dad!

Went to SAFRA with Spade and XP. The gym there is pretty decent. Was busy emo-ing about missing the SP trip. Oh and some bowling after that. I totally suck at it now haha!

I HAVE DECIDED. I WANT TO GO FOR CREATIVE WRITING COURSE IN POLY. I've always aspired to be a journalist, one who can channel his emotions into his works and douse his audience with his feelings as he pens them down. I thought about it for quite some time as I felt that that course doesn't have much career prospects and the pay won't be good. But I think the Lord wants me to serve him through this and so I WILL. I can always do a career switch if there is a need to, ALL FOR HIM!


We may not know how,
But we will sing.

No time to use the computer yesterday so it's a double update!

14th March 2010,

Really exciting day! Went for church first then to DanceWorks at Plaza SG to see the dance competition. Pei Hwa didn't make it but kudos to them for trying their best! =)

Spade, XP, Hong Wei, Bernice, James and I went walking around the area and ate at Mos Burger. Yes it's the first time I had a Mos BURGER lol! Burnt the day off with some arcade and L4D2 at J Cube. So happy for some reason =)


15th March 2010,

ORAL TEST! Chinese was a HORROR. Gonna flunk it. English wasn't that bad. Spade and XP came over to my house for some SFIV and FF13. Tried to enjoy it to the max cuz I'm unplugging my ps3 from today onwards. NO MORE GAME DISTRACTIONS.

Spent the evening after that doing crazy stuffs. My left shoulderblade is known as the SHARKFIN cuz it pops up like one LOL. SUPER SUPER FUN LA.


I've gotten over you, totally.
Cuz I know there are other stars that shine brighter.

Tomorrow, 14th..


LOADS OF STUFF TO DO. Busy Busy Busy. Baptism class in what, 50mins?

Holidays are here! Need to use this time to start revising as well as clear my games LOL.

Tomorrow's XP competition. Good luck!

JUMP IN!

I'm in a super hyper happy mode this week. The chains binding me broke!

ECG was great! The media designing course looks quite cool but I'm not good at drawing LOL. Journalism is the only course I feel confident in.

Changing my playlist. Need more hyper songs!

*Songs from CherryBlossom may sound a lil' weird at the start cuz it's edited using progs. Yes it's sung by girls =D


I don't need you to love you.

Woohoo !

School was awweeesoommmee today !

parents went to genting so I had to rush to school. Raining so badly in the morning! Had art for the world day, insanity insanity.

And Dick has the same music taste as me LOL. Awesome.

Went for some mutton soup with JH at koufu. Crazy price =.=

Spade came over for FFXIII and SFIV. Damn fun LOL!


Hope you're comfortable..

WOOOHOOO !

FINALLY GOT MY FF13 !!

Went to Compass Point to collect it before going for art ACER. Rushed back home to play after that. The graphics is totally ownage. Snow looks like a real person even with my fail TV.

Addicted already, but will limit myself. RPGs aren't supposed to be rushed.


I don't care what others say about it.
But you,
Please..

First Monday that rawks!

Did art for the first time thanks to Mr Chia! 20 sketches abit too much though.

Gym after school with Gerald and Jason. Quite fun.

AND I PRE-ORDERED MY FF13 JUST NOW @ COMICS CONNECTION !!! YAY !!


Take everything with a smile.

Dang it !!

Too tired to wake up on time for service. Ended up slacking outside and missed holy communion. Sad =(

Went for SS lessons @ CDAC after church. Mr Tan, Tian Lan and Yu Shu. Quite fun, chatted alot. Went to Compass Point with Tian Lan after that for lunch. SHOULD HAVE ORDERED MY FF13 JUST NOW DAMMIT. Tmr going to chiong there straight after school. EXCITED.

*EDIT* Sudden burst of HAPPINESS. No idea why I'm so happy. HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY.



I met her
I love her
I miss her
And I lost her..

CIP early in the morning. I almost collapsed this afternoon because I was so darn tired LOL.

Went for road cycling with Spade yesterday night. Super fierce ride with all the cars wanting to bang my back LOL. We rode to RK house for some prata and chiong-ed back. Left me aching this morning.

I'M SO SHOCKED. The overwhelming response from the residents really really shocked me. I was in the flyer distribution team and we tried to speak to every resident to make sure they got the message. It was pretty bad then but it seemed like all the residents actually remembered and WANT to make the effort to donate to the charity. Special thanks to the lady whom actually gave one super big bag full of canned food and went the extra mile by labelling the expiry dates.

Had baptism class after that. Almost fell asleep and really starving. Lucky I bought Mac!

Now I'm going FISHING with my family and Spade. FF13 PRE-ORDER, I AM COMING FOR YOU BABY <3


I saw you smile,
And it's enough for me today.

ARRRRGGGHHHH. Very bad day haha..

Woke up at 7.15am. My feet got STEPPED ON. Had to run 2 laps. P.E. sit ups = killer(I really suck at that). DETENTION FOR BEING LATE.

Tomorrow is going to be WORSE. CIP in the morning, rush to baptism class, FFW after that. Reach home at 10pm?

Now I know my level very well. Will train harder!

They don't understand why I laugh
But at least they know I'm laughing at them.



Went came back from Hui Ting house. Nothing much, just some card games etc.

Another long day coming up. TGIF? Naw not really. LOL.


I like the way it is now

Crazy day today! Played soccer with Syed M. and the rest. Quite fun la but not when against other schoolmates. Went for Physics ACER. Still okay..

Then Chen Hao had to distribute those CIP flyers at some ulu place. Decided to tag along. Oh man sweated like a pig but it was awesome! Cute dogs LOL.

Finally jogged. Resumed after a week of catching up with my sleep. Man...

Gonna start this post without a emo paragraph LOL.

Finally completed 20th century boys! Took me about 3 weeks in all so I'm now on 21st century! 16 chapters should be easy.

Skipped art ACER today. WAS REALLY REALLY EFFING TIRED. Sorry art teachers =(

ZOMBIELAND - BEST ZOMBIE FLICK EVER. Super Super Awesome, and Emma = hawt.


It's like crying during winter,
My heart is just like
The tear that freezes before it drops.

My sadness seeped into the lives of others
No more of this nonsense,
So I continue to smile like the Cheshire Cat,
And I hope you will too.


SCHOOL. Don't ask me why I'm so emo today, BECAUSE I HAVE NO IDEA AS WELL. I had classes and reunion the whole weekend so no time for homework. Sorry Mr Kang I didn't complete my work after school and I brought it home. WILL COMPLETE IT NOW(hopefully). Oh man can't watch Zombieland then. THANK YOU Xing Jun for lending me the disc, later watch while writing summary =P

MV MONDAY WITH JH AFTER SCHOOL. Super awesome time listening to the songs we used to hear long ago. Super nostalgic man !

Someone told me that my blog is getting emo and morbid, so I'll cut down on that. Thanks for the feedback lol.


Smile, because I cee you.