I've been getting those kind of weird feeling. Those kind you get when you just lost something dear to you and you no it's not coming back. Some call me paranoid, others say I'm just nervous. Thinking too fast is my greatest flaw I guess.

I'm sick of being controlled by them. Can I live my life without em? I can't take it anymore, they're really killing me.

Fear not death but how it comes.

Anyone knows where I can find loads of those "gachapon" machines? Put $1 then turn out toys de. I'm searching for the Bleach keychain series and only found em at Paragon Toy R Us. I only go there once every 2 weeks but I wanna get em asap. RAWR !

R.I.P Michael Jackson

No holiday = H1N1 spread then school die.

Extend holiday = Less time for N levels, people complain, come back school after that H1N1 spread then school die.

So my dear government, which option will you choose? LOL.

AND YES. I HAVE RETURNED TO MAPLESTORY.

Shit. Got hooked on that stupid game again. I'm now a lvl23 flame wizard ! mwahahahaha. Pure int sure is hard to play but 500dmg magic claw at lvl20 is astounding =O

Anyone up for swimming tomorrow?

Missed a movie outing with gerald and the rest. Had tuition this afternoon + don't like that movie. Sorry guys =/

Me: Why do I keep dreaming of her?

Alter Ego: Maybe because you slept 4 times in a day?

Me: SHUT THE FUCK UP.

Alter Ego: FAG.

Went to wild wild wet @ downtown east with alex, eunice, bylene, cindy and adele. It's one of my most extreme day, taking the family ride thingy like 5 times? My long middle finger appeared in every photo LOL. I feel like vomitting the whole day though, sick like hell man. Gotta go sleep again, DEAD BEAT.

*Gotten the full verion of Ak-Soo - Rain.

Might as well do a quiz from Gerald's blog..

1. First thing you wash in the shower?- Arms
2. What colour is your favourite hoodie?- Black
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?- I wouldn't know
4. Do you plan outfits?- Guess so. I'm more daring in picky outfits now.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?- TIRED.
6. What’s the closest thing to you that's red?- Pants
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having.- Something that involved the school, my teacher and Michaela Swee. WEIRD LIKE HELL I TELL YA.
8. Did you meet anybody new today?- I rarely go out so, NO.
9. What are you craving right now?- HER
10. Do you floss daily?- Flossing sucks. My teeth = white.
11.What comes to mind when I say cabbage?- FUCK?
12. Are you emotional?- Very.
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?- Did 1+2+3+4...+4000 on calculator before.
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick?- Bite.
15. Do you like your hair?- Sorta. I can't control it much.
16. Do you like yourself? I'm stuck in this teen body, hafta love it I guess.
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?- I don't like his face.
18. What are you listening to right now?- Ak-Soo By Rain
19. Are your parents strict?- I would have set my own curfews even if they didn't.
20. Would you go sky diving?- Would love to!
21. Do you like cottage cheese?- I think my dad brought it home from work before, can't remember so NO.
22. Have you ever met a celebrity?- Like duh? I went to 2 star awards + President charity thingy. Fiona Xie waved to me before =P
23. Do you rent movies often?- I don't like watching movies much.
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?- My brother's watch.
25. Have you pee-ed in ur pants before?- I don't think so.
26. Have you made a prank phone call?- MANY. I regret them.
27. Ever been on a train?- MRT, LRT.
28. Brown or white egg?- White.
29.Do you have a cell/mobile phone? - LG phone.
30. Do you use chopsticks?- Yes.
31. Do you own a gun?- Time Crisis gun, definitely =)
32. Can you use chopsticks?- WDF again?
33. Who are you going to be with tonight?- My beloved parents =)
34. Are you too forgiving? Depends. Refer to Q.12
35. Ever been in love?- Some memorable ones.
36. What is/are your best friend(s) doing tomorrow? Not going out.
37. Ever had cream puffs?- Yep.
38. Last time you cried?- Few days ago I think.
39. What was the last question you asked?- Does she love me?
40. Favourite time of the year?- When I can be alone.
41. Do you have any tattoos?- Nope, not intending to in the future.
42. Are you sarcastic?- I have the best command of sarcastic english in the world.
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?- As if I would care.
44. Ever walked into a wall?- Too many times.
45. Favourite color?- Black
46. Have you ever slapped someone?- Never. I'm afraid of hurting others.
47. Is your hair curly? Mine's more of straight/wave kind.
48. What was the last CD you bought?- Ayumi's white album.
49. Do looks matter?- For first impressions.
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?- No idea..
51. Is your phone bill sky high?- Is $25 high?
52. Do you like your life right now?- I thank the Lord for giving me one in the first place
53. Do you sleep with the TV on?- I don't.
54. Can you handle the truth?- I prefer them.
55. Do you have good vision? I can't see to save my own life.
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?- Yeah.
57. How often do you talk on the phone?- People whom I call more than thrice are important in my life I guess.
58. The last person you held hands with?- Shouldn't say...
59. What are you wearing?- White shirt with an eagle print.
60. What is your favourite animal?- Cats.
61. Where was your default picture taken at?- I didn't put one.
62. Can you hula hoop?- A few times.
63. Do you have a job?- Previously. Too busy this year.
64. What was the most recent thing you bought? Wild Wild Wet ticket.
65. Have you ever crawled through a window?- Several times.

I'm disappointed in myself. Why can't I protect them? Why can't I help them? Why?

Went out with clique, alex couldn't come so it was RAJ only lol. Had a splashing good time at sengkang pool. Burnt our ass badly at the slides, especially junhui =P

Swam from 9~12 then went to the mac to have lunch. Yo mamma/girlfriend jokes were thrown around like missiles lol. Fuck, no more macdonald coke cups? SHIT.

Walked to compass point for some arcade. Lol 3 idiots doing nonsense along the way. Surprisingly I didn't sweat at all, must be all that chloride LOL.

I whacked Aleem.. Oh I mean WOLVERINE, badly at the arcade. One fight was against zangrief and hulk. I was like "hahaha eh you 2 see me thrash the weakest characters in game", and I lost.

Disturbed bylene at Burger King, she accompanying her mom to the dentist. We then went to metro, best denki and action city. Jh tricked me into pressing those shock toys thing. BLOODY HELL.

Had a very interesting day. Thanks to my good friends for accompanying me. PICTUREEEEEEEESSSSSSS.

Haven't written anything for awhile, hand itchy le LOL.

TERMINATOR SALVATION IS A MUST SEE. BEST MOVIE EVER! IMHO Sam Worthington did a better job than Christian Bale. It's pretty weird for the lead actor to have a less-meatier role in the movie than the co-actor lol.

MUST WATCH. MUST.