I'm out of dark chocolates, DARN IT. Anyone knows where to get cheap+good 85% cocoa?

And if you wanna give attitude, give it to someone else. I'm already half-Cheshire here but if it reallys hurts your bleeding eyes to even look at me then you might as well f*** off.

Seriously, I'm not a loneliness-gachapon. You don't put in a coin when you need a person to be with you then throw me into the bin.

I NEED SOME 85%. NOW.

Thanks to the anonymous tagger >>>>>>

Well, I did try to focus on the lessons today. AND I SIGNED MY EDUSAVE FORM.

Sheesh ruien, you're simply amazing.

Dark chocolate anyone? I'm high on those stuffs now.

I dread english, I really do.

I was quite shocked and flattered when Jeanin said she was "honoured" to see my english work. I do appreciate a lil' genuine feedbacks once in awhile. However, most people don't know that I STRUGGLE to do complete my english homework.

I'm afraid of losing. I hate to do something when I know that a person will overtake me after some time. What if I fail at something I'm good at?

This week has been a very tough one for me. I can't take the stress, no I can't. Nobody understands and I don't want them too.

Sorry to Mr Kang + Mr Muru for not handing up EVERY homework on time. I just can't do it..

The higher you climb, the harder you fall.

STILL VERY SLEEPY.

Signed up for a facebook account since my internet blocked out friendster for some weird reason. Don't get me hooked pls =O

Someone asked me this question via msn: Did you go and find that jurong girl?

A.No I didn't lol. I just sorta exaggerated stuffs but she looks kinda decent.

HUINI IS LIKE A STONE.

I still do not know whether all that happened was real...

Splitting headache, it's like 6am now?

Darn..

Urgh my head, I'm feeling so groggy now. The chalet is already over but I'm still suffering from the self-named "Post Chalet Syndrome". I slept the whole afternoon yesterday but I still can't think properly now.

CHALET

Firstly, I wanna thank Bylene for organising this chalet. Yes it's very messy few people participated in the activities planned. Nonetheless, we had a splashing(pun) good time at the chalet pool and wild wild wet !

Barbecue was... cute. Those who cooked the food(thanks alot!) couldn't start up the fire even though they threw in like 5 firestarters? Alex and I carried the barbecue tray and sorta groove to the music. Cindy became icegirl by throwing those bloody huge ice cubes at me. Our boss Mr Kang appeared(vices were stashed away before he came) and we celebrated the march babies birthday(Lu Jie, Huiting, idk the rest). WALAO MR KANG, bring ghost movie for what =.=

Can Xing aka Teh Fire Lord cast his "inferno" by chucking in like the whole box of firestarters into the pit. I've never seen people bbq-ing when almost everyone there was already sleeping. Kudos to him anyway.

Aleem was the MVP of the chalet ! The ultimate jedi that took one whole bed for himself and suffered the most injuries(broken toenail, cuts on feet, chest). We had to toss him aside so Eugene could sleep beside him. LOL !

Roger aka alco-tanker was zig-zagging and kissing the toilet bowl. Huiting came and lie on me and soon Huini attacked my bed ._. Suriani shared a bed with me.. haha..

Memories of the chalet is pasted here and in my heart. Thanks to everyone who participated and made this chalet possible =D

Most of the people who stuck close to me this few weeks would prolly hear me singing this song to myself like a retard.


I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
Chorus

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
Verse 2

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Bridge

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...
Chorus

Her face was so close to mine...

Went to jurong community centre for badminton with my cousins. k awkward start.

While I was busy smashing my cousin with that feathery shuttlecock, this girl walked towards the court beside mine. I did a stupid bollywood turn-around and my eyes literally POPPED OUT.

That girl = stunning.

Imagine a 1/4 Caucasian 3/4 Chinese in those girl clothes. The first thing I thought about when I saw her was "Oh shit i liek her". She's not VERY pretty but..

Argh idk how to finish this post. I regret not asking for her number. It's almost impossible for me to see her again since she prolly lives in jurong. Darn...

Why am I being called a "cocky" person? Yes I have a penis so fuck it.

It all started in english class. Exhausted from the 3 days camp which just ended the day before, I sat there with a mono expression. My english teacher began talking(mumbling, from my point of hearing).

Teacher: blahblahblahblah.. cocky people. I'm not going to give names *stares at me with those BIG EYES*

Me:(thinking)What the fuck is wrong with you people?

I seriously don't understand why people call me arrogant, cocky, showoff, etc. I've learnt how to shut the fuck up and not mention my academic results too much in front of others. OH PLEASE, I didn't even get good grades. It's just a bloody A1 for English and Science. You can call the previous sentence as BRAGGING but I FUCKING FAILED MY ART WITH A 6/100. You bullshits have no right to call me a braggard just because I scored well for a subject that most people don't.

No EL Teacher(I'm not giving out names as well), I'm not angry with you for saying this but make it a point to at least use proper insults that are RELEVANT. You can call me a LAZY FUCKER, a BLOODY ASSHOLE or anything similar you can think of.

I don't believe in retribution, especially when there are so many fucked-up people I've met in my 15 years and none of them had been struck by a lightning, yet.

Some people are so paranoid about this kind of crap your grandmother's mother chucked down like some hereditary disease.

I was lazing around at home(as usual) and I sat down on my chair. I pressed the "ON" button on my computer and it turned on. I opened the Internet and typed my blog URL. The screen turned white and the blog appeared a few seconds later.

Ok I'm just mocking someone. Hope I won't get struck by lightning from doing this. HAHA.